Can't stop jotting down things from a new book!

Of course if you are not old...it might not jump out at you, but I am completely "in" on this book.  Same author at Midnight Library.  The Life Impossible/Matt Haig  "But sometimes what looks like magic is simply a part of life we don't understand yet."  This hit me between the eyes as I just threw all the cards into the air today.  Applied for a new job at the ripe old age of 72 which would involve a geographic move.  

More cards:  I cleaned the apt and did a load of wash on a MONDAY!!!  Oh the humanity!  :)   AND I applied for a job at CCLD that would take me back to North Carolina.  SUCH a longshot, but if they are not "intrigued" by the idea of me working there maybe I can explore more the rent a room type set up in that neighborhood to take advantage of being close to the Center and living in the community I have been attracted to for a couple years.  Obviously the week started off with a bang.  Lots of cleaning took place yesterday - inside with my writing and reading and outside with getting the apartment cleaned and clothes washed and pressed.  And ZEN last night.  Ready to go into March.

More Life Impossible quotes - it will take me a long time to get through the book if I keep up this note taking pace...  "But it is a tale, as true as any, of a person who felt there was no point left in her existence, and then found the greatest purpose she had ever known, and I think I have a duty to share it."  "Once upon a time there was an old woman who lived the most boring life in the universe."  If magic and purpose did not get me, boring sealed the deal.  :)  AND is there really a thing as anhedonia?  "You should be able to feel something."  Maybe not.  Page 8 bottom paragraph.  Does Mr. Haig have a "nanny cam" in my apt.  I have to stop writing and get back to reading.  Other two books picked up yesterday - Guide Me Home/Attica Locke and More or Less Maddy/Lisa Genova. 

AND I had a great email from my son.  He was sitting in his latest "neighborhood" coffee shop and felt like writing...I had written him about a high school classmate of his whose mother just died.  And I had shared about my job app.  It is funny that I did use the "room and board" option for my compensation.  Again, they are going to have to be intrigued.  I do think even where I am at in life, I would be a good person for them to have around for a year or two. 

From my son:  im not sure how i still remember that game but where i fumbled like 4 times in 4 overtimes but i remember crying a lot in front of D afterwards and he was was always good guy to me.   Im sure he's bummed about his mom :/ It was one of those moments that maybe indirectly show you a theme in your life for years to come ha.  Get used to losing.  I always think about it in comparison to a movie called "Mr. Destiny" 

That job would be cool if you get it.  Let me know how that goes.  You could always try and define your own position or "volunteer" in exchange for room and board maybe if they go with someone else for the 70k a year position.  Definitely seems like might be some competition :) 

As far as the steady ground part, Im not sure exactly what that meant but always remember you have probably helped a lot of others stay grounded whether you realize it or not, including myself.  Things are going well here but i try and think of how many places ive had to airdrop myself into and try and takeover an entire city.  Its very unsteady but I just try and figure out how to take out the trash and do laundry type stuff without taking out my privilege and frustration on others ha.  I hope some of that makes sense.  Just found a new coffee place by my new spot in Santa Maria la Ribera and felt like writing some :) 

 Did my heart good to hear from him.  

So today back "on schedule".  :)  Shoprite.  CA DC. Have $26.70 left on the travel CC credit so today will eat that up but the credit was good for two months of groceries.  I did - for the first time - turn down a food offering from my landlady.  Stuffed peppers with Lamb...not my meat item.  :/

It may be tempting to burn the candle at both ends but if you do your energy levels will drop dramatically. It is essential that you reward yourself with plenty of down time between now and the weekend. What have you done to deserve it? Just being you!

Find your discipline and practical mind, darling Libra, as Mercury and Saturn unite. This celestial union offers major benefits when you take a holistic approach toward success, finding ways to stay organized, establish healthy routines, and collaborate with others. Leadership around the office will also be easier to accomplish as Luna moves through charismatic Aquarius. Sprinkle some fun into the day, and your peers will be eager to play along. Romantic and spiritual fulfillment carry you through the evening when Luna aspects Venus and Jupiter. Harness these vibes by cozying up with that special someone or pour your heart into a creative project. 

You will probably be very busy today, Libra, which may suit you just fine. This can work in your favor if you have some work to catch up on. Being active and getting things done will be natural for you. In fact, when you have to sit for too long, you probably feel restless or anxious. You fidget and squirm. If you find yourself doing this, go do something more active!

I do have dishwasher to run, shopping, walk, DC AND I know I will be reading Life Impossible every spare moment.  I will put that reading in the active and down time category.  :)  Magical thinking becomes a new discovery?  Keep a good thought for that.   Have a good Tuesday.