Saturday, June 29, 2013

Saturday after mother's death

"Some poor soul is of the opinion that they can change your ways and turn you into the kind of person they would like you to be. Play along for a while, then let them know that you'll always be who you are."

Love this cosmic guidance...perfect timing for this sharing.  More family discussions yesterday.  I went about my day - work #1, work #2, walk, town pool, dinner with two sisters and a SIL at the new neighborhood bar/restaurant.  Service for mother has take new shape.  It will be interesting with all the time between now and July 29/30.  I did hear that my son will be able to get here.  That is huge for me.  It will be an interesting gathering on so many levels. But at least now we will have a template for when father goes.

Today will be my last day at work #1...yikes.  Could not have orchestrated a more "throw all the cards up in the air" scenario than this past week.  Timing of my first vacation in two years.  No real work for the month of July.  Mother's death.  I will try to see where this is all leading me.

Tomorrow it is a drive "south" to the coast line for a walk and a lobster roll with my cousin.  That will be a good change of scenery and company.  A good thing.

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