Thoughts today - share or not

Uncertainty seems to be a theme for yesterday and today.  Woke up a little after midnight overnight.  I almost never wake up during the night.  Nothing but thoughts of my TX friend's granddaughter.  All the machines and lack of oxygen filling her first hours.  I thought about hospice, taking pictures, watch for spirits moving in, out and around her little body.  She is a full term little girl unable to breath on her own.  I think about the fact that her cousin born the same day was also in NICU but went home on Tuesday.  I think about birthday parties in the future.  I think about the siblings - sister and brother - and how Feb 2 2024 will change their lives forever.  I think about what it must be like for my friend/the grandmother to both of these babies.  How Feb 2 2024 changed her life forever.  I will hope that the life and/or death of what is ahead will come to be with as much safety and soundness as humanly possible.  

The rest of my day yesterday was thankfully full of sun.  I cleaned the apt, took a short neighborhood walk, great EOLD discussion.  One of the participants contributed the keynote for me.  Goodwin Hospice and Present for You.  Sent the info to sister #1 since both are in her neighborhood.  Not for profit, community based hospice.  Caring people filling in the gaps for what people may need at end of life.  I will hope that if the time comes, my TX friend and her family have the care they need.  Uncertainty.  

Went for a great long walk with family friend later in the day than usual.  Now that it is staying lighter longer, it is good for me to adjust some things out to more fully fill the day.  Friend is off to NYC to see a play with her daughter this Saturday.  Moulin Rouge.  I sent her a link for Azalea as a possible eating spot.  It has been hears, but I thoroughly enjoyed it back in the day.  

Nothing on my calendar today.  Tomorrow is the Dance Recital at former school #2.  Saturday record breaking temps forecast.  Listening to WBD as we speak. Listened to a couple "cosmic" podcasts.  Wanted to get my head around what February was presenting me with...

The new moon in your fellow Air sign of Aquarius will present you with at least one and maybe several opportunities to express yourself creatively over the next few days. You have been far too serious of late, so do something now that you really enjoy.

A renewed sense of values and integrity may be present for you today, Libra. Connecting with this can be extremely uplifting, as it can put everything into perspective for you. With your hardworking tendencies, it can be easy to drift from the things that are most important to you as a person. Make the most of this day by getting in touch with yourself. If you keep a journal, explore your mood on paper.

A restless energy takes hold while the sun and Uranus square off, dearest Libra, but acting impulsively could lead to burned bridges. Seek comfort through creative outlets or innocent fun when the moon enters Aquarius and aligns with Pluto, presenting an opportunity to strengthen your sense of self by letting go and embracing passion. Unleash the social butterfly within as Mercury activates later this afternoon. This cosmic climate could also attract a new flirtation, especially when you showcase uniqueness and authenticity. Use this energy to strengthen bonds through mutual mental stimulation and inventive conversation. Just be mindful to protect your heart when establishing fresh connections.

Dance tomorrow for my "really enjoy", exploring my mood on paper and think about what to share with TX friend, be mindful today.  I will keep all in mind as I move through the day.  Have a good Thursday.  Another week flew by.  :)  Uncertainty.