No distractions at 3:13 a.m. :)

If I had married someone I liked, today would have been my 45th wedding anniversary.  It was a no-fault divorce.  Neither of us had our hearts in it.  But I do wonder what this time of my life would have been like. Oh well.  I can live with the marital reality of being alone since 11/16/1996.  On my walk yesterday I thought about my not making an event out of any event of my life - moved out of my family home in high school, popped in and out of college - 5 to do 4 years, did not attend college graduation, never really committed to any relationship in high school, college or Peace Corps, graduate school got in and got out, moved every year for a bit, then got married on a Saturday and back to work on Monday, had my son on a Monday and back to work on Thursday bringing son along for 9 months, left every job before I needed to, moved back home for a few days in 2006...now it is 20 years later.  Interesting journey.  But I also met great people along the way.  And of course, my son.  Will visualize that as I say to others - we all live the life we were meant to live.  I was not meant to be June Cleaver or have a Ward.  Oh well.  

Yesterday watched Matlock, town BOS meeting, wrote to the BU professor after hearing her name mentioned on the latest GeriPal pod, walk, PD buddy stopped me on the walk to see if I wanted to go out to lunch...I said no.  I had a 1 pm ZOOM and as I told him, I am not one for spontaneity.  Nothing he did not know. Stopped at library to pick up some new NON Silva books.  :)  Need a break from Gabriel's life.  :) Good Mettle Health ZOOM.  Wish I could have seen the type of people in the audience but it was webinar format.  Watched L&O shows later in the day.  

Today - watch All-In, Boston Blue (I am a glutton for punishment), walk to Shoppes.  Always enjoy my wanders through Shoprite close to holidays.  :)   Will look for a card for friend in Boston who had a stroke last week...TX/NM friend and I visited her and her husband in October...Yikes.  

Aim to make the next 48 hours a feast of fun and laughter. The way you choose to look at the world is the sort of world you are going to experience, so look at it with love in your heart and a smile on your face.

The Virgo Moon aligns with Neptune and Uranus early this morning, dear Libra, rewiring your psyche as you sleep. Take note of your initial thoughts upon awakening, in addition to any intense dreams you experienced overnight. An empowering energy encourages you to take up space and express yourself creatively once Luna enters your sign and aspects Pluto. With increased motivation, you'll have the ability to tackle daunting projects or tasks. Just be mindful to edit your work while Mercury Rx stirs, emphasizing the importance of finishing touches. Demonstrate that you're true to your word with undeniable action when Mars activates this evening. 

You should feel especially romantic and sexy today. Tonight should be wonderful if you can spend it in the company of your significant other. Some vivid dreams could haunt your sleep tonight, almost to the point where you don't want to wake up. Write them down and try to figure out what they mean later.

Very interesting cosmic guidance for "this day in history" :).  Will look to turning my walk into an uplifting experience and I always have an eye to my dreams.  Have a good Saturday.