Day 16

Keeping the picture of me small on purpose.  Sort of scary for even me to see.  :)  Cold, rainy day.  I packed and unpacked my snow pants and left them back in CT... Mt Shasta was in the clouds the whole day.  Felt bad for people who had come from far away for the retreat and were leaving the today and never saw the mountain.  That is dedication to the process of going within for the answers that I do not have.  I had a problem answering the questions at the end of the day...What are you?  Why are you on the earth on this day for?  I was shivering too hard to quiet my mind.  I will put some thoughts to it while in dry clothes and heated spaces.  Not sure what will be on our agenda for the next few days if the rain keeps coming. Glad our first day was sunny. and clear.  Head to Redding on Christmas Day.  Joshua Tree on Dec 26.  Last leg of the trip.  Don't have the details yet on the trip back to CT.  :/  Good news, bad news of giving complete control of trip over to son. :) 

It may feel as if you have lost ground to your rivals but don’t worry about it because there will be plenty of time to catch up in the new year. In fact it may work in your favor in that you are still fresh while they are exhausted.

Your dreams reveal strange layers of the psyche this morning, darling Libra, as the Virgo moon and Neptune face off. Take a moment to reflect on any suspicions that may have found you, focusing on your patterns and sense of balance to unlock deeper meaning. You'll notice a shift as afternoon rolls in and the moon enters your sign, forming a sweet connection with Pluto that can transform your friendships for the better. If something's been weighing on your mind, use this energy to initiate essential dialogues. Notice how your mood fluctuates later today when a t-square forms. The stars grant permission to enjoy a bit of screen time when Luna aspects Mars rx tonight.

This is a day for rest and relaxation, Libra. Take advantage of the calm atmosphere to center yourself and focus on what's important in your life. You've been going at full speed, and it's possible that your family feels somewhat neglected. Spend some quality time with loved ones, if possible. They miss you and will welcome your company. Other concerns come and go, but family is forever.

I have deep wonder as to what 2025 will bring.  Had a plan, plan blew up, new direction needs to be set.  One day at a time, what is the best thing...Intermission was a word used yesterday when I stopped shivering long enough to listen deeply.  I will use January as an intermission.  Who/what do I want to be when I go back on stage.  More sunlight today.  I don't care that it is seconds or minutes...I will take any bit of less darkness I can get.  Might be another clothes washing Sunday.  Have a good Sunday.